Saturday, December 18, 2010

used to be that small?

look what i found during this holiday!
this is the one i wanna talk about
my primary uniform!
i used to be this small?!
this is my standard one's
my mum said i grew just a little bit taller in year 2
i looked like kid who is malnutrition? =P
a mini size uniform
and my mum still had to cut part of the uniform
so that it wont be too long
i am SHORT =p

i used to be this small
only 18kg if not mistaken 
when i went into year 1~
i miss it leh
unlike now
very chubbyyyyyy =P
but there are people who like my chubbiness laaa.. xD

getting older
and i realized i actually keep some clothes from my childhood
and school time
i have another precious pyjamas
as his lovely granddaughter k <3
love u grandpa!
it's from my grandpa who passed away few years ago
i forgot when he passed away!
arghh~ stupid~ 
i only remember it was january

pj tshirt when i was year 1 too

mama bought this for me
nice right?

time fliesssssss.......

Friday, December 17, 2010

i will try~

a nice song!! =]

Winter - jOshua Radin

I should know who I am by now
I walk the record stand somehow
Thinkin' of winter
The name is the splinter inside me
While I wait

And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you

But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake

The walk has all been cleared by now
Your voice is all I hear somehow
Calling out winter
Your voice is the splinter inside me
While I wait

And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake

I could have lost myself
In rough blue waters in your eyes
And I miss you still

Oh I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don't have to make this mistake
And I don't have to stay this way
If only I would wake

have nothing to do today
growing fats and enjoying holiday
its not fun actually~ =[
i should learn something before i go back to that place wut?!
envy~ jealous~
of people who knows alot! who is brilliant and intelligent!
and who can do many things
who are powerful
who contribute a lot to the society~
i wish~
and i will try! 

Thursday, December 16, 2010

lalalla~ its another bad day~

learning how to hack fb~
if u know how to do it
teach me k~

do i look that fat? =P
i know the truth
and i am trying my bez k~
i mean eating less meat la~
feel healthier leh~
hahah xD

why do i say it's another bad day?
bad things happen everyday la~
nothing special
still need to deal with people
dislike those ppl who gossip in workplace
sorry la
u know who u all are
take ur chance
gossip la
i dont think u can success with this
not cursing just saying
putaki patre~
and all 8 ppl~

tired =]
happy birthday!!
miss u na~ a lot!!
happy birthday to u~ happy birthday to u!!
dreams come true k!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

how much i have gone in my life..

i am 19 this year
this is the answer..
19 years
not long enough right?
that is just for time

what about the real meaning of life?
beauty? excitement? maturity? money?
is that what u chase after or ur life too??
love? craziness? friendship? sex? technology?
these one too?
or u have something else?
something which are more special than all above?

for Julyan
i have no idea what i am chasing after?
things move on too fast
gone lost perhaps? 

do u live for anyone?
does it feel nice? or awesome?
do u like being alone?
or do u enjoy being with others?

for most of the parents,
they live for their children somehow
young ppl? dreams?
children? fun?
adult? money?
tell me what's yours?
cuz i feel
i am getting lost in the journey

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

mr danny's birthday?

ya~ today is 14th of DEC
it's his birthday
my teacher
my fav indeed

Happy Birthday MR DANNY

the fate is that
my friends and i only got the chance 
to celebrate it with u for once in our life time perhaps?
still wish u all the best

u are my idol
and i hope u will still be

too long after the last meeting
and gathering
miss u all
do u guys miss me too?
doesnt get the same feeling actually
enjoy ur life ya

everybody moves on in life!
meaningfully or in doubt or anything will do~
time just wont stop for u~

Monday, December 13, 2010

PART 1:people i met

the worst thing that happened to me during this holiday
is not how unlucky i am..
but it's the people i met who ruined my day or mood
who cares about how bad my skin looks like.
the people are worst!


i dont know where u are from or who u are
i think he is a bangla
u smile all the time
but u like to put others in bad situation
u r just a customer! who dont know how the work is like
talk to me like ur servant
but i am just a sales who is going to get u what u need
keep saying i get u the wrong ic or transistor?
eff off la~
what do u expect from me?
i mean~ u wanna get discount arr for next item?
u thought u are buying vegetables in pasar meh?!
stop acting like a weirdo!
i hate ur action and i would like to tell u
i dont want to give u any discount anymore! 

people just look awful when they want discount
i will try not to ask for it anymore
people who dont know how to act politely too..
keep saying my stuff is expensive
where where where are cheaper..
if u tell me this line..
i will talk to u in a very calm tone..
well, why dont u go there and get it from there =]
i dont really care which shop sells cheaper stuff!
cuz we have our own price!
and its not u who can decide!
i cant too! 

missed out some important people too..
if u tell me 
this stuff i can get it for how many cents only la
i will ask u where do u get it?
i can get it from them too
so cheap!! =P
see what face u can give me la
bluekkkk =P
stop talk shit in front of me!
treat me nice i am willing to give u discount
but talk to me like i owe u 
soRRy la!
no discount for u~

to be continued~ =P

Saturday, December 11, 2010


Like being hit or punched or beaten up =P

this are the kind of feelings after attending my first Capoeira class 
haha xD 
it has been so long after my last exercise~
my bones and muscles are like little baby's now..
too soft and once used..


that's the reaction i have been given after that night~ xD

whenever i do any action!
i mean any!
exAMPLE: squatting~ 
i will hold anything nearby and repeat the same word..
aduh.. aduhhh..aduhhh... 
and doing stuff in toilets seems to become the hardest thing
for me to do~ =[ sad sad~

i did enjoy much from the class
and exercised lots
i am dying.. opps~
hahahah xD 

Capoeira workshop that i am joining for DEC is actually 
a martial art dance workshop
meant for charity
so, u will have to pay rm10 for each class
i found it is rather a good exercise and u can donate money at the same time!
next time i will tell u more abt the martial art dance~
not clear about it yet~

opps..missed out the important people~
it was actually held by the Scouts..
i guess..
a scout and a guider invited me la...
the sifu is also a scout..
cannot tell in few lines~
long long story..
but i just miss the moment while i was a guider..
i was..
and should never forget i am still a girl guide~

anyway, stretching too much and ouch throughout the week
haikk..tomorrow is another busy day~
=] nevermind, i am getting paid~

last line for this post and a reminder for myself
~ forgive others whenever you could~

arghh~ too much to learn and too much to hope for~
the end

Monday, December 6, 2010


sleepless night
end up not going to work today

its raining heavily whole day~
feeling sick
holiday = sick =.=

too old to think
too old to figure out
too old to tell


Friday, December 3, 2010

its has been like.....

its has been like~
ermm..i can't remember..
when was the last time i talk to u guys~

i miss u all~
me and py! 

munyee. me . sarah

huiwan . poh ling 

wanki . chen. py . miss valle
poh ling. rifa

l.p =P

this post is specially written for my old friends from smk puterijaya
this is not reALLy a school which i would love to mention
but i miss my friends and happy moment from the school

anyone ever notice SMK PUTERIJAYA?
its a girl school~ which located at jln paSaR

got what i mean? i am from a girl school
which many of my new friends couldn't really believe in when they found out
but do u know~
thats the place i gotta know GIRLS who are willing to fight
harder than BOYS~
its a place we learnt to pick responsibilities by ourselves
carry tables and chairs by our own.
handle everything and
we are stronger than u thought!

ok~ back to the topic

to all my dear friends,
i hope u know who u are
but i would love to give tips of cuz~
py,pl,hw,lp,ly,my,yc,ty, ki, rifa...<3
its has been so long right after the last gathering 
i mean with me~ haha xD
i still love to read blogs..
especially py's and pl's blogs
not intruding u guys' privacy
i miss u guys!

anyway! cheer up please!!
read ur blogs and its like a bit too sad
pl, i know u are trying very hard for ur dream!
dont give up! 
i know i might be a bit 8~ but i would like to help in
if u need my help~ at least take my shoulder and ears

py, u still look the same..acc to ur blog la~
i miss u a lot! 
sometimes ur photos or activities which u updated on fb
make u look fine and great!
but i dont really see ur real situation..
i have no idea~ hugs*
i love u! cheer up too!
let the good one i see be good 
and let all ur problems which i notice be solved too~ <3

ty, i have no idea if u will read my blog
anyway~ i miss u! awww~ love too!!
i have no idea too how ur life is now~
too far..ldr~ =[ australia~ how far arr?
sob2~ cheer up!! hope to see u soon!
tell me once u r back please!
ur blog look too crazy for me~ heee =D

lp,a friend who i know since primary~ =]
love u all the time..
ur stpm~ i wish u all the best~
jia you!!!! i work at pudu everyday leh~
 but never got the chance to meet u up
but u must be busy with exam
jia you!!!!!! love!!! 
with u~ dont be too tense up k?

hw, stpm too~ cheer! and all the best!
must be feeling a bit tense up~
dont forget i am with u~
i wish u could pass ur exam excellently and
achieve what u want.
love u too my friend~

wahh~ too long~ a lot to say~
some who i stil hang out with now~
i dont have to tell u much la~

aduhh~ the last yr x'mas cards are still with me~
shy~i forget to send the cards everyear~

but my love is still there..
never fade away for friends!

*dear all, i look cheerful!
and i want ur life to be cheerful too!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

new month

another new month

wondering when my salary is coming out
but what do i want to do with the money?
i can't remember...

oh well
december..not a good end for november
and end up resting at home for a day
the first day of the month

harry potter huh~ lazyyy
there must be a lot and a lot of people in the cinema
"people mountain people sea" =P
i dont wanna be sandwich

i wanna change phone right
but which one to go for?
hurm..dont know~ confused~
mayb samsung omnia 2? =]

got a very nice "ayah angkat"
wanna pay half of it
*paiseh~ how leh~ 
mummy allow meh?

headache for few days d
any better prescription compared to PANAdol?
=[ i am sick of it! its still headache when i am awake~

accidentally gave my number to a customer
*regret~ and he text-ed me~ =[
mr rm: i hope u r just joking..
i gave u my number cuz u r a customer..
not for other reason

hope everything will get better!
its DEC! allowance, will u still be coming to me this month?
<3<3 u~

Sunday, November 28, 2010

sunday and jusco~

workkkk~ workkk~
went to Jusco today and its on SALES! 
ermm~ accidentaly bought some things~

a Pilot series which only cost rm9.90
aftr discount from rm21.90!! so cheap!
with a ball pen + erasable gel pen + eraser + highlighter 
+ mechanical pen + and pilot g2 pen!

super CHEAP!!!! =p

then bought another pair of Vincci~
i wish to buy a pair of new shoes for long time d~
now i got this~ which cost around rm50 after 20% discount~

heheheh ^__^

i think its quite nice although i did not really think of getting shoes like this~ 

=] happy!!
now i haven get new bags by myself~
my mum did give me 2 nice bags!!!
lazy to post photo here~ =]

anyway~ its kinda a good day! although w/o my sifu-siuhong~ =P
i hope that tomorrow is a good day!
cuz i am going out tomorrow night again! <3

*my current hair just look exactly the same right with my previous hairstyle? 

notes for a customer who looks not nice~
i just dislike u~ sorry =p
cuz u look more like a thief~ 
eff off please~

Friday, November 26, 2010

Holiday~ "curi tulang" day

bcoz the writer is bored too~
if u r bored~ feel free to click others' pages~

woke up this morning and found out i am totally not in mood for work
so i decided that
TODAY is the day~
no work and only rest today

first message got for the day is still from CELCOM
=[ kinda sad~
its always celcom which messageS me early in the morning

read some messages which were sent to me after i went into bed
and they kinda HURT my feelings

oh well~ what to do~

I think i am CRAZY~
cannot fit in holiday at all!!
no work just makes me feel so sick
so i cleaned part of my mum's car
cuz i dont feel like cleaning the house again~
cleaning part of the car is not enough i guess
then i cleaned my tanks over FISHVILLE =p

then i took the celcom rm2 package of the day~
pay rm2 then u got unlimited calls and messages to all CELCOM number for the day~
until 11.59pm 
thought it will be a good beginning~
but it ends up differently 


and i was described as STUBBORN~
and i call myself SELFISH~

ALONE? NO~ i am with my sis and bro~ but with no talking~
only some order and ordinary speech like "lets eat" or "help me.."

free calls spent on mutmut,acap, bobo and mumu, later should be joejoe~

this is kinda sad actually~
i can only spend time with people through phone? F*CK~

the song represents my mood~
By Celine Dion - All By Myself
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
By myself
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone