how much i have gone in my life..

i am 19 this year
this is the answer..
19 years
not long enough right?
that is just for time

what about the real meaning of life?
beauty? excitement? maturity? money?
is that what u chase after or ur life too??
love? craziness? friendship? sex? technology?
these one too?
or u have something else?
something which are more special than all above?

for Julyan
i have no idea what i am chasing after?
things move on too fast
everything
gone lost perhaps? 

do u live for anyone?
does it feel nice? or awesome?
do u like being alone?
or do u enjoy being with others?

for most of the parents,
they live for their children somehow
young ppl? dreams?
children? fun?
adult? money?
tell me what's yours?
cuz i feel
i am getting lost in the journey


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