bad month
the worst birth month i ever had in my 20 years life. i can only use this quote to describe my feeling: Chas. Austin Bates It is the trouble that never comes that causes the loss of sleep. lived in fear, worries, sadness. all i can do is to pray for better day after all. i tried so hard to be positive, but life will not be kind to us i guess. i experienced bad or unfortunate things one after another. my mother keeps telling me is just my mindset but how come everything happened within such a short period. i lost so many expensive things, involved in car accident, scratched my car.. my plan is ruined, heart broken coz of a friend, made mistakes, ' my thumb was injured during netball, and a preschool kid sat on it again..pain.. parked my car beside velodrome and got blocked by another car..stuck.... suffered stomachache for 3 days and it does not feel okay yet, cried, sighed.. did not perform well during preschool session, lost our mop during BIG, the things i