A Teacher & A Diver

Hello December... It's the last month of the year, finally... And it feels really good to have a long break after this semester.. I really hope that with this break, I could prepare myself for my final year in this programme.  Gosh... I am freaking nervous... not ready at all for the final year... And when I found out that my seniors are attending the SPP interview dy, I feel more nervous and lost.. Will mine come right after the exam as well? I hope...so....maybe this will help to maintain my level of motivation and passion for this career before the long break begins... Seriously, I dont know what to talk about now because the break has not been very fun and interesting.   I guess I will continue tomorrow. Bye and good night. 

messsss... I am a mess... When I am supposed to study and get my self ready for exam, Here I am, trying to do all sort of things but studying... so here's the story that I couldnt think of a title... guess the reason for this problem is that its a true story. so for the sake of that good friend,  I am not going to expose her name forever. but I couldnt hold myself from writing the story cuz its sad.. i couldnt find ways to help her... and I am not in any position to help her or ask her to do anything... once upon a time, a friend of mine knew a boy during her secondary school time.. they knew each other online and agreed to go on a date.. soon they fell in love.. but thats not the end of the story. the boy stopped going to school and started working. personally, the occupation doesnt sound like a good one.. so not going to share about it but thats not the main point, the guy was and is much older than my friend.. as a man (literally - age) he had sexual needs..

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