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Just in case I die

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As I grow older, I start to accept death as the destiny of my life.  Therefore, I decided to write this post, just in case I die during this holiday.  Oh ya, its school holiday. Happy Holiday everyone! at least for a week. Back to why I wanted to write this post.... A lot of shits happened these few weeks...and I couldn't make a lot of clarification and explanation before I left the college this evening.  Or, in simpler words, I have lots of undone business in college... I would like to clarify everything before I left, but something happened and I did not get to do so...Then the holiday started...Maybe I should do it after the break...(i think) But, just in case I die, maybe people can find the clarification they need from me through this post... So let me give you some brief description of what happened (from my point of view) fyi: I did not view myself as a victim...I just felt disappointed with u people that I treated as friends secara ikhlas.  So ..

I wish

when I was younger,  I thought that my family was rich as I never had problems when it came to buying the things I wanted... and the fact that my mom works for my uncles who own a few shops, I assumed that its family business and we were rich... and Of coz I thought I would have the chance to achieve all my dreams like studying abroad... Then when I got into upper secondary school, I started to understand the real situation... we were not rich at all... and we might be poor...why? the family business that I thought is ours (every family members) is not ours... and my dad's business wasn't going well.. my mom works for the salary, and we are lucky cuz she gets a lot of benefits from the job... then i started praying to become super rich... especially when I wasnt allowed to study abroad as we did not have the money.. and I was asked to go into a teacher training institute to reduce financial burden... and saw my brother going into a private college as he did not