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KiaOra Kiwi-land

its 1.49am in the morning.... so yeah...holiday is going to end soon.. and I am going to miss this holiday so much! what did i do? I went to New Zealand in November.. a few days after the break started,, spent 2 weeks without mummy daddy and siblings by my side...  had so much fun over there and I cant describe it in words... or using pictures.. For this trip, I also got to experience my first flight in the business class cabin.. its awesome but disappointing at the same time..  so the awesome part, I got to enjoy a real comfortable flight with great food, drinks and service.. the cheese, the beef, the wine, all the fruit juices.. u can have all of them and the airbus crews will still smile to u..   the disappointing part would be humans are cruel? or money really affects life! i bought the business class tickets not on purpose.. and hafta buy an economy one  for the return ticket..  guess what, I received a total different kind of service attitude, food, everything...

random check. xD

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omg.. this is so funny~ hahaha xD was just doing some random check on my blog and i found this.. like seriously?! i know this kind of stuff is "common" xD i need a moment to breathe oh madness. this is real funny.. feel like clicking it actually =P so yeah.. the cat...baked a cake inside the toilet again... busuk teramat... haish~ nitez

post stats

just checked my post stats.. apparently.. the post which receives the most number of pageview for this month  is the latest post. the post i used to convey hatred i am very clear with the fact that i shouldnt dislike u but yeah. i dislike u. bahahhaa xD boring hor if u read the previous post and this one. its abt the same stuff la =P SORRY a random status (i didnt post la) it makes u feel so sad when u find out about how fast a person can change his or her mind within seconds.. and when they leave.. its like a tsunami which hits and leaves u only scars and sadness. 

random post

it has been so long... well..too busy to post anything... and i dont feel like sharing my recent stories with anyone... but since i have time.. i am going to write something... hey u.. yes.. u.. i am talking to u.. i dont wanna meet u by any chance. but yeah. we met. and yeah. u smiled to me. u cared about my *** so what? if i smile too, i was just being fake. just wanna hide it from u.. about how much i dislike u for disturbing my life. so shut the **** up,  and stay away from my life so yeah. dislike me too. i know u did u do

You leave me Breathless.

if our love was a fairy tale I would charge in and rescue you On a yacht baby we would sail To an island where we'd say I do And if we had babies they would look like you It'd be so beautiful if that came true You don't even know how very special you are Chorus You leave me breathless You're everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can't believe that you're mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you're leaving me Breathless And if our love was a story book We would meet on the very first page The last chapter would be about How I'm thankful for the life we've made And if we had babies they would have your eyes I would fall deeper watching you give life You don't even know how very special you are You leave me breathless You're everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can't believe that you're mine You just walked ou

Unknown

 "Be prepared" is the first thing i learn as a girl guide but, I am not always prepared I am afraid of the feeling of waiting for the unknown to come some people said. why worry? i said. I am used to it being afraid of everything in my life. Luckily, I have family who loves me friends who care about me like today, I have  Ima and May truly grateful for having them in my life  truly grateful for every breath I know I can't stay depressed. I know I can't let my spirit sink

One of my fav singers - One of my fav songs

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I looked away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms [Chorus] Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything, everything I'm in love with you Cuz i'm in love with you

confused

I was so confused. I am so confused. I am still so confused~ :(( u confused me. u confuse me.. u will confuse me :(( I dont really wanna blame you~ but u made me~ sorry

if you did this...

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if you ever did this ^____^ i <3 doing this when I was a kid~ hehehehe if you ever played this :D there were no gameboys, PS this and that.. but we have this! :D i did this too! :D

POST saw on Fb

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 i wanna share about some interesting posts i saw on facebook... my comment: this is so true~ :) but i havent experience this yet, so not going to talk much about  it.  if you read, think ya about it.  I think it's a chance for everyone to judge ourselves if you are in any relationship. my comment: I dont agree with it actually. cuz "yourself" is not perfect and sometimes it can be bad. for example, u cant tell a thief to be yourself for the reason stated in the quote. stealing is still wrong. people mind it not because they matter the thief..  they matter the act and values.  besides, if you matter a person, of coz u hope for the best.. If you matter a person who  is a thief, and u know stealing is wrong, of coz u want him not to steal too. unless you are a thief too...and u have no values.. and conscience... the third post is about result and exam... so what do u think about this pic strips? agreE? experience it before? I hav

So come on Girls, Guide!

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Just came back from a camp~  so SO so Tired!!! feel so SO so Old!!! hahaha xD I am 21 dy, and I went for camp with young guiders~ most of them are 13!! Form 1~ there were moments which are super awesome, there were also moments which I thought "what am i doing here?" =P ANYWAY, THE CAMP WAS AWESOME :) and the awesome parts are: 1. We had great time with the guiders and children :  We had some little campers following us around during the camp~ hahah xD and I really love their presence, cuz they made me laugh~ they enjoyed looking at us, when we cooked, when we ran, when we played.. and sometimes they followed :D  like, when I was cooking the curry chicken and cabbage lemak with tempe,  Ethan wanted to try and kept asking "Can I try? Can I stir?" hey tasted the food i cooked, and commented "somethings missing..."  with they super cute and serious tone and faces. they also volunteered in helping to clean the dishes, got me drinks when I

HOLIDAY

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Hooray! It's holiday!!!! :D It's time for shopping, movies, novels, travel~ hehe~ just by reading the first line, u can guess i like shopping the most :) however, personally...shopping has always been a moral dilemma... cuz I dont like to waste money for myself~ haishhh~ anyway...Holiday is also the time for me to read others' blogs.  so...ya..i read a blog...  my comment is - it's a good, interesting and reflective one..  from his writing, i think he is a mature guy.. from his experience too, i think i have a good life..  not that i compare..but i tried to put myself into his shoes.. and i dont think i would be able to go through or handle the life he went through. I come from a middle to upper class family the middle part is I still have to work hard for my life.  or bear with certain aspects of life which are not perfect enough.. and the upper part is that I have all my needs fulfilled...generally for example, I never have to worry about money  exce

coming soon

exam is coming soon.. arghh~ just around the corner... NOOOOOOO~ :(( need to study so many things OMG~ went out to buy dinner with some of my friends today iylia~ adib~ ema~ izuan~ syu syu <3<3 I bought my favourite chicken + fried rice sad to say, didnt get to buy my favourite corn~ the auntie did not open her stall for 2 weeks dyyyyyy :(( WHYYYYY???? I want ur jagung rebus~ please..i want jagung rebus!!!!! surprise! saw a old friend today... it has been 2 years...i could still recognize him... there's a moment, i thought i saw the wrong person... I knew it was him just refused to believe he looked the same...didnt change much... still the same style... but i changed a lot did i? i did. I am no longer the little girl who used to call u "Bear Dog" memories~ so... the conclusion is? no conclusion~ hahah xD

right track?

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It's a  happy day, at first.. everything is on the right track we are friends again :) until.... my friends shared some posts posted by a lecturer take note please. a lecturer I like, not anyone.. u want more descriptions?  she is not black =P this is not a racist comment k.. just want to make sure u are clear with whom I wanna talk about.. according to her posts or statuses, I can see that she is disappointed, unhappy she said she wanna give up on us its time to do so, that is what she said... now, I sit here and think... oh ya..I was thinking.. :P I dont know what I was thinking.. just felt sad... what to do kan? does apology mean anything now? aduh.. pening kepala..

SO U TEACH ME PLEASE

This is an angry post if you are not READY,  dont LOOK at it dont READ if you think you had done something which might happened to make me go crazy MAD or ANGRY do not READ too~ once upon a time,  my classmates always say, as a class.. should discuss, don't make decision without discussion... but tell me please.. why cant things be discussed earlier? just checked, i posted that "announcement" 4 hours ago. none of u replied until 1 hour ago. oh well. should I say I understand? (or I know) there were some problems..  so on and so on.. I dont want to blame you all for that.. oh wait. somebody replied earlier right  probably not an insult, but i took it as an insult, what did u say again? I think I remember.. u said things like u r havin problem, and  I still wanna have replacement EXCUSE ME did i not help to cancel the class just now? probably I did not if u didnt get the message. who is free enough kan t