at this moment

At this very moment,

i would like to share something with the blog...

i am not happy now...

for no reason...i am not that much into him..

this is what i persuaded myself...

i am only Julyan...

no one else but Julyan who only need money,friends and family to survive...

then, now...

this very moment,there should be nothing to sad about...

left myself alone...

i fight for myself...

no one else, but i love myself the most...

no one else deserve my love, but only me myself...

nothing i need but my friends,family and money...

i am surrounded by good things...

yet, i fall into sadness...

life is never easy...

i throw out all my feelings but forgot about it...

~He is not available~

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