date? la~ so awkward~

awkward ...

so so so...

20 eyes on us~

so so so

not natural...

i think i just forgot how to eat...

i just can't focus..

thinking how to save my reputation..

omg~ pls don't spread the news~

and rain~

so so so

ruin~

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