A Teacher & A Diver

holiday look what i found during this holiday! =] this is the one i wanna talk about my primary uniform! i used to be this small?! this is my standard one's my mum said i grew just a little bit taller in year 2 i looked like kid who is malnutrition? =P a mini size uniform and my mum still had to cut part of the uniform so that it wont be too long i am SHORT =p i used to be this small only 18kg if not mistaken  when i went into year 1~ i miss it leh unlike now chubbyyyyyy very chubbyyyyyy =P but there are people who like my chubbiness laaa.. xD BUT I AM STILL SHORT =.= getting older and i realized i actually keep some clothes from my childhood and school time i have another precious pyjamas as his lovely granddaughter k <3 love u grandpa! it's from my grandpa who passed away few years ago =[ i forgot when he passed away! arghh~ stupid~  i only remember it was january pj tshirt when i was year 1 too mama bought this for me nice right? haikkk~ time fliesssssss.....

a nice song!! =] Winter - jOshua Radin I should know who I am by now I walk the record stand somehow Thinkin' of winter The name is the splinter inside me While I wait And I remember the sound Of your November downtown And I remember the truth A warm December with you But I don't have to make this mistake And I don't have to stay this way If only I would wake The walk has all been cleared by now Your voice is all I hear somehow Calling out winter Your voice is the splinter inside me While I wait And I remember the sound Of your November downtown And I remember the truth A warm December with you But I don't have to make this mistake And I don't have to stay this way If only I would wake I could have lost myself In rough blue waters in your eyes And I miss you still Oh I remember the sound Of your November downtown And I remember the truth A warm December with you But I don't have to make this mistake And I don't have to stay this way If only I would...

learning how to hack fb~ if u know how to do it teach me k~ do i look that fat? =P i know the truth and i am trying my bez k~ cheh~  i mean eating less meat la~ >.<  feel healthier leh~ hahah xD why do i say it's another bad day? bad things happen everyday la~ nothing special still need to deal with people dislike those ppl who gossip in workplace sorry la u know who u all are take ur chance gossip la i dont think u can success with this =.= not cursing just saying putaki patre~ and all 8 ppl~ tired =] mumu!! happy birthday!! miss u na~ a lot!! happy birthday to u~ happy birthday to u!! dreams come true k!! =]

i am 19 this year this is the answer.. 19 years not long enough right? that is just for time what about the real meaning of life? beauty? excitement? maturity? money? is that what u chase after or ur life too?? love? craziness? friendship? sex? technology? these one too? or u have something else? something which are more special than all above? for Julyan i have no idea what i am chasing after? things move on too fast everything gone lost perhaps?  do u live for anyone? does it feel nice? or awesome? do u like being alone? or do u enjoy being with others? for most of the parents, they live for their children somehow young ppl? dreams? children? fun? adult? money? tell me what's yours? cuz i feel i am getting lost in the journey

ya~ today is 14th of DEC it's his birthday my teacher my fav indeed Happy Birthday MR DANNY the fate is that my friends and i only got the chance  to celebrate it with u for once in our life time perhaps? still wish u all the best u are my idol and i hope u will still be too long after the last meeting and gathering miss u all do u guys miss me too? doesnt get the same feeling actually enjoy ur life ya everybody moves on in life! meaningfully or in doubt or anything will do~ time just wont stop for u~

the worst thing that happened to me during this holiday is not how unlucky i am.. but it's the people i met who ruined my day or mood who cares about how bad my skin looks like. the people are worst! PART I: 1stly i dont know where u are from or who u are i think he is a bangla u smile all the time but u like to put others in bad situation u r just a customer! who dont know how the work is like talk to me like ur servant but i am just a sales who is going to get u what u need URGENTLY! keep saying i get u the wrong ic or transistor? eff off la~ what do u expect from me? i mean~ u wanna get discount arr for next item? u thought u are buying vegetables in pasar meh?! stop acting like a weirdo! i hate ur action and i would like to tell u i dont want to give u any discount anymore!  2nd people just look awful when they want discount i will try not to ask for it anymore people who dont know how to act politely too.. keep saying my stuff is expensive where where where are ch...

Like being hit or punched or beaten up =P this are the kind of feelings after attending my first Capoeira class  haha xD  it has been so long after my last exercise~ my bones and muscles are like little baby's now.. too soft and once used.. ouch!!! argh!!! aduhhh~ omG~ help!!! that's the reaction i have been given after that night~ xD whenever i do any action! i mean any! exAMPLE: squatting~  i will hold anything nearby and repeat the same word.. aduh.. aduhhh..aduhhh...  and doing stuff in toilets seems to become the hardest thing for me to do~ =[ sad sad~ i did enjoy much from the class and exercised lots i am dying.. opps~ hahahah xD  Capoeira workshop that i am joining for DEC is actually  a martial art dance workshop meant for charity so, u will have to pay rm10 for each class i found it is rather a good exercise and u can donate money at the same time! AWESOME! next time i will tell u more abt the martial art dance~ not clear about it yet...

headache sleepless night end up not going to work today its raining heavily whole day~ feeling sick holiday = sick =.= too old to think too old to figure out too old to tell sorry

its has been like~ ermm..i can't remember.. when was the last time i talk to u guys~ i miss u all~ me and py!  munyee. me . sarah huiwan . poh ling  wanki . chen. py . miss valle poh ling. rifa l.p =P this post is specially written for my old friends from smk puterijaya this is not reALLy a school which i would love to mention but i miss my friends and happy moment from the school anyone ever notice SMK PUTERIJAYA? its a girl school~ which located at jln paSaR not PUTRAJAYA!! got what i mean? i am from a girl school which many of my new friends couldn't really believe in when they found out but do u know~ thats the place i gotta know GIRLS who are willing to fight harder than BOYS~ its a place we learnt to pick responsibilities by ourselves carry tables and chairs by our own. handle everything and we are stronger than u thought! ok~ back to the topic to all my dear friends, i hope u know who u are but i would love to give tips of cuz~ py,pl,hw,lp,ly,my,yc,ty, ki, ri...

another new month DECEMBER wondering when my salary is coming out but what do i want to do with the money? i can't remember... oh well december..not a good end for november sick  fever..flu... and end up resting at home for a day the first day of the month harry potter huh~ lazyyy there must be a lot and a lot of people in the cinema "people mountain people sea" =P i dont wanna be sandwich i wanna change phone right but which one to go for? hurm..dont know~ confused~ mayb samsung omnia 2? =] got a very nice "ayah angkat" wanna pay half of it *paiseh~ how leh~  mummy allow meh? headache for few days d any better prescription compared to PANAdol? =[ i am sick of it! its still headache when i am awake~ accidentally gave my number to a customer *regret~ and he text-ed me~ =[ mr rm: i hope u r just joking.. i gave u my number cuz u r a customer.. not for other reason hope everything will get better! its DEC! allowance, will u still be coming to me this month?...